It is really weird how my mindset has changed over the last few weeks. I have gone from total and utter despair to a totally different thought process. This cancer has got hold of me big time but why should I let a little thing like this get in the way of the rest of my life. I consider myself to be in a fortunate position in a way. I have the opportunity to say all my goodbyes to my friends and loved ones and fulfil some of my dreams. I could easily get hit by a bus and never have the opportunities that I have. I have fully accepted my fate and WILL NOT let this disease ruin what I have left. I intend to live life to the fullest and hope that after my passing my wife and children have at least a small chance to rebuild their shattered lives. The doctors have given me timescales and they are a bit depressing to say the least. But hey, there are a lot more people worse off than me.
God bless you all
Fred xx
God bless you all
Fred xx
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